Why does decision making have to be so hard?

Event 1
--> going down to Sunway to discuss with the year 2s about clinical years

Pros

• get to go to KL. yay!
• get to meet up with the preclinicals
• talk with them, hoping that they'll learn from our mistakes,

Cons

• it's at least a 7 hours journey, both ways
• wed is quite busy. to make it for the trip, i'd have to shift 2 bedside classes and give up the long awaited chance to attend surgical clinic with Mr Farouk
• knowing me, i'd be physically very exhausted. and with the weekly amount of work that we have, i dun need to be more exhausted than usual
• have to do MCR with Prof Khalid
• must start on CAT very soon
• Dad would far rather have me spend the time here in the hospital, learning when i have the opportuninty and deep down i know he is right
• besides, i gave up going for my 2nd cousin's wedding this weekend (when the whole family will be down) with excuse of this being "assignment time". imagine what the parents' reply to me wanting to come down to KL just for 2 hours. that too- within the university, not at home
  

I really really really wanna go... but with all the cons - what do i do???