update 2

1. sinusitis cleared
2. in O&G now, still prefer children's health over women's anytime
3. very tired with all the standing, walking and moving we do (plus the long hours). still tisn't as bad as some of the final year elective students had it in their institutions - oncall from 6pm to 6am.
4. pondering over this week, realised that GOD has done a lot of good things for me. but somehow, there' ve been bad things too. like certain missing items, which are driving me anxious despite knowing that i'm not supposed to worry. like certain things that happened
5. i finally understood for real, how dangerous medicine is. life and death in your power, one wrong move be it "an ommision or commision" (legal terms) and lives could be altered dramatically. dear God, help me deal with it, to learn and move on.