Why do i keep making the same mistakes over and over again???

Someone's words uttered 5 days ago seemed to be nothing at time but now...it's almost prophetics....

Learning to trust GOD can be VERY HARD at times

....especially after you've gone through the same situation endless times and the answer is always Not Yet-->WAIT

.... oh yes with my mouth i say and in my mind i know the reward will be better BUT it seems to be taking forever to reach my heart :(